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Activate
03:13
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God Only Knows
Why You Shit Where You Eat
And Wake Up In Flames
Just To Look At Me
I Hate Myself For Being Used To This
But No Matter What I Can't Help It
Feelings Are Concrete When They Deplete Into The Sand
Which Will Consummate Emotions On This Irreparable Descent
For 300 Million Years I Drowned Myself In Agony
I Only Wish To Exist As Part Of Yr Property
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Consume
02:25
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One Step Forward And Three Steps Back And I Wake Up In This Pool Of Sweat
I Find Myself So Disillusioned With Just How My Life Retracts
If Only There Was Some Mystical Memory Living In The Back Of My Throat
But I Keep Searching And Searching And Begging The Gods To Help Me Through This World They've Built
Burn Me Down As I Wake Up In Chains
Quench The World As It Erupts In Flames
Speak The Silent Words That Preach Of Peace
As We All Grind Ourselves Into Meat
Don't Expect Me To Decide Where Anybody's Feelings Lie I Can't Expect You To Decern The Emotions Of Yr Own Mind
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Hog Tied
03:40
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GIVE ME THAT JUNGLE
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Sparkley
02:41
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Don’t It Seem Like It’s So Far Away
The Consistent Dream for a Better Day
All of Their Suffering Keeps Piling Up
Adding More Pain to a Present Decay
Yet You Sit
Atop of Your Throne
Collected
From Piles of Stone
A Sanctum
For a Broken Heart
Self Betterment
Beginning to Start
(They Never Needed Anything They Never Needed Anyone)
And It Breaks You All Down Again
Back to Tears and Remembrance
Of All the Torture That You Have Lived With
Watch It Burn When We All Start to Dance
One Day
We’ll Rise From the Ground
All Sparkley
And Foaming at the Mouth
And This World
Will Be at Your Feet
With Your Mind
Healed and Complete
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My Baby
04:00
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Deep Within the Swelling Sea a Mountain Speaks of Life and Happiness
A Waiting Ghost, a Loving Voice, Within the Cave Takes Away My Breath
“Tell Me Dear, My Precious Love, Why Have You Begun to Hate Yourself”
And Then a Spell Takes Over Me, Begins the Transformation of the Self
I Can Believe That It’s Alright
When I Am Deep Within Your Mind
Sharing Lives With Open Arms
I’ll Run Inside, My Life Is Ours
And Don’t You Know How Much I Need You
Baby Take My Hand Let’s Crawl Through
Every Mind Numbing Day That I Spend Alone
40 Seconds From Death and 50 Hours From Home
But When You Come Around It Takes Me Outside Myself
And the Crushing Imbalance of My Spiritual Health
My Baby Don’t Know How Much I Need Them
And My Baby Don’t Know How Great They Really Are
So Run Away With Me
Run Away Before It Gets Too Hard
I Feel It Rushing Over Me, the Blood Inside My Chest Begins to Spin
Only You Can Change Yourself, but I’ll Be There Through Every Single Step
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Peril
04:48
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What Did I Do To Deserve This
You Grabbed Me And I Just Wanted To Pull Away
Angry Confused People
Hurting Distraught Children
Why Was I Affected
Left Alone And Neglected
Aimlessly Following You To Where?
Wondering What To Do To Free My Mind
Fearful Of Connection Because Of You
Wondering What I Did To Deserve That
Do You Ever Think Of What Happened
Do You Ever Think Of Those Days
My Head Is Left Empty
Except For When I Remember You
My Thoughts Are Deceiving
And Yr Probably Doing Well
Aimlessly Following You To Where?
Wondering What To Do To Free My Mind
Fearful Of Connection Because Of You
Wondering What I Did To Deserve That
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Tearing Wallpaper
02:26
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Lysol
05:34
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I Don’t Know How to Write Songs Like You
And I Just Can’t Seem to Find Shit to Do
Except Talking All Night in My Room Alone
And Making Shitty Music on My Phone
These Hands Don’t Work Like They Used To
The Pen Doesn’t Flow From the Paper in Quite the Same Manner but You Couldn’t Care No You Wouldn’t Dare
Maybe I Could Move to Texas
And Fall Back Into My Old Ways
Beg All My Friends for Forgiveness With the Blind Hopes That God Will Save
All the Fallen Soldiers and the Innocent Men and Women Who Died Protecting the United States From Godzilla
(Or Some Shit I Didn’t See the Movie)
I Wanna Wake Up in Another World Where You’re an Ant and I Can Spray You With Lysol and Watch You Disintegrate Before My Very Eyes
I Wish I Never Knew Your Name
Imagine a World That You Can’t Understand
Where the Feelings of Many Fall Into the Sand
Now Think Over Those Words for a Small Length of Time
And Realize I Only Put Them There Cause They Rhymed
I Don’t Wanna Be Far From You
I Wish I Had a Place to Go Right Now and I Wish I Had Someone to Kill Right Now Because I’m a Deranged Sociopath With a Long Long History of Violence
But if You Really Sit and Think Murder Doesnt Sound Too Bad Because the Human Condition Is Wired Towards Evil and Soap Operas
You Know I Had It Coming and You Know I Wasnt Running From the Truth When Every Single Day I Had a Brand New Lie to Spout
Feelings Are Just Memories in the Moment That You Can’t Escape and Only Serve the Purpose of Creating Ska Songs With Mediocre Production Yet Catchy Hooks That Would Never Be Played On 98 Point Rock
But That Doesn’t Matter Anymore
Cause This Song Doesn’t Matter Anymore
I Don’t Wanna Be Far From You
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Mild Bliss
05:46
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Watching Myself From a Distance
Withering Veins Seem to Clutch My Existence
And Meaningless Words Will Mean Nothing No Matter How Large They Are
Our Constant Disintegration
Erupting Within Closed off Halls
I Never Knew How Much You Meant to Me Until You Were Gone
I Can Breath but I Can’t Heal
(I Still Believe In)
I Can Move but I Can’t Feel
(Your Future and Your Breathing)
I Can’t Write a Song About You Without Mentioning Myself
(And I Know We’ll Make Out Alive, We Will Never Die)
And All That You Could Tell Me
Wouldn’t Make a Difference
I’m Going to Do Every God Damn Thing I Can to Make Sure You Make It Out Alive
I Wake Within a Swamp Made of My Own Decay
And Wallow Under Words That All My Friends Will Say
But They Seem to Get Everything Right
And I’m Drowning In My Own Mind
Every Future I Could Walk Is a Single Thin Line
I’m So Blinded by Feelings I Can’t Bear to Look Outside and Find Myself Completely Overwhelmed With Things That I Have Left Behind if Only I Could Walk Across the Gentle Field That Lives Within Your Head and Hear the Sound of Life Again
I Wake Within a Swamp Made of My Own Decay
And Wallow Under Words That All My Friends Will Say
Every Chance That I Get I’ll Return to Bed
And Embrace the Feeling of Loss Within My Head
But as Long as I Have You Around
I’m Never Going to Fall Right Down
(Breathe, Believe, Awake, Create, Stretch, Outside, Within, Your Mind)
If I Can’t Succeed in the Real World I’ll Live Inside My Songs
(Accept, Defect, Consume, Direct
Reject, Infect, Believe, Breathe)
Breathe Believe Awake Create Stretch Outside Within Your Mind
Accept Defect Consume Direct
Reject Infect Believe Breathe
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Enby Love
04:15
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I Just Want to Be With You
It Doesn’t Matter What We Do
Slipping Through a Haze of Peace
Please Don’t Wake Me From This Dream
They Speak in Silent Feelings
They Dream in Endless Meanings
And Everything That I Could Say
It Wouldn’t Matter Anyway
Cause All I Really Want to Do
Is Waste Away With You
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Victory Lap
04:30
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David Bowie Heard Me Sing and He Fell Straight Down
With Lou Reed and Those Other People at the Bottom of Hell
I Speak the Silence Within My Gospel to Cure Your Health
Erase Every Hopeless Misconception About Your State of Self
Every Now and Again I See a Flash of Light
Maybe the Lord Upstairs With His Sparkle So Bright
Or Maybe Chris Kringle With His Legs Spread Wide
But Whatever It Is It Keeps Me Smiling All Night
Oh Baby I Hope That You Hear This Song
And It Makes You So Happy That You Face Falls Off
Because a Tiny Smile Is All I Need
To Navigate This World and Restore My Beliefs
Little Spiders Crawl on My Body Wherever They Please
In Leonard Cohen’s Hotel Bedroom Between the Leaves
I Sing With Dignity and Lovable Pride for Every Moment I’ve Lived
Because I Know That the Second I Close My Eyes They’ll All Devour My Flesh
I’m Sick of Myself Spend Every Day With Her
And No Matter What I Say She Never Learns
I Lie to You, I Lie to You
Cause Dreaming Is Much Better Than the Truth
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Bonus Track: Yr Heart
01:30
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